New Years Eve

Its almost 2008

Reminsce,love and forget the bad these past year! Its been a roller coaster year.
My dear friends who have moved away to the east coast, how i miss them. My family who i love and adore who with stands my with corks. God bless them, hahaha. Im really not bad. I wish i can say for my mood swings. All i want this new year is Peace,love and prosperity for those around me. Even if its not in money, riches comes from other things esepcially from family. This new year has already began to look up..beginning with god has answered to my prayers of getting a second job. To pay off my debts. I also asked him to give me strength to get through my studies. I need to really focus on school, getting things done. To also the other trials and tribulations that i've had to dealth with the las few months of `07`.

Im keeping faith in god to keep me strong and going.

Happy and Safe New Years!

Big Leap..

no silly, not marriage..haha



chicago
D.C.


YES. Im trying to make that move...away from the parentals.. Thanks to miss mary, our conversation has concluding in me pondering of my situations. I am to comfortable here in good ole b.a.
Just like what the quote say:

"I realized that if I was going to achieve anything in life I had to be aggressive. I had to get out there and go for it... I know fear is an obstacle for some people, but it's an illusion to me."




Basically, Things i have to check out first is Apts/condos,Jobs,school. its in that order because its the neccessity i'll be needing when i get to either one of these destination. I'll need a place that i can call home away from home. I'll need a job to support the lifestyle change and school to continue my pursuit of education. Which has a semi part of why i would be relocating. It was a toss up to these relocations above but as days goes by im thinking where it would be more sufficient for me..besides those two places i've been looking into Las Vegas, San Diego,Dallas..
All i know is praying to god it all goes through. Give me strength to get through this year to get everything settled here in oklahoma before i can go on to pursue that part of life...

I would like to look back at this one year from now and think "Yes, im making the big move


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Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one hand, margarita in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming "WOO HOO what a ride!"




with that said, Merry Christmas Folks and a happy new year!

my christmas list for 2007

1. - New Computer -- an apple imac, look at this beast i've had my eyes on it ever since it has been out couple years ago. Im switching over from PC's to Mac, it has everything for artsy nerds plus it doesn't receive any pop-ups or viruses..=)

2) --Red Cyber-shot® T200 Digital Still Camera

4) Tickets to Europe and/or Asia (japan,korea,hong kong, PHILIPPINES for summer/fall 2008 (currently accepting donations)

5) Gift certificates to MAC Cosmetic,Target,urban outfitters

6) $$ CASH - accepted anytime, anywhere, any holiday haha

7) Take me to OC's Boiling Crab and let me drink unlimited Heinekens while I eat to my 80's jams 8) A set of golf clubs

Is it to much, lol..

i don't really want this to be my gifts. Considering im a very independant woman and i know in the future it doesn't matter i'll probably indulge myself with the materialistic things. I'rather receive your kick ass company for my amusement. Above all company and a good time with memories is the best thing i can receive..=)

Another day staring at the ceiling...

or so i thought, After 2 days and 14 hours later. The electricty is back on. I survived thanks to the parentals. Cozy house with the help of the fireplace, warm homemade dinner to come home to everday despite of having to cook in a candlit kitchen area. Grateful is all i thought of that. That we were warm, safe and away from falling tree debris. So the hospital was chao s, we ha no power the first day. Things just rolled down hill from there. I don't understand politics in a hospital but its clear for all managers that its never an option for them. A non-profit organization can have this much politics. A manager in my department got let go. 2 weeks before christmas, i didn't see the differece of why they could not have wait till the beginning of the year. Why must they do this during a time of merry and celebration. I've seen this happen numerous times already. I must say im disgusted at the immoral act. To top it of, they have to sugar-coat things makes it even worst. It is what it is, they have their reasons for doing it. What is 3 weeks to wait to do it.. than now. The person will remember this yearly. It may just be someones job, but its the job that someone has put in dedicated hours of her time in everyday, sleepless nights. Its just sad how it was done...


With the help of god i hope they know there is a light in all things..

December Breezy!

Its been so nuts lately, ever since turday day its just been on the go! The Ny trip is now iffy. Im sadden, but unfortunately im having the symptoms of the "lowfundsyndrome". I would just really love it have all my credit cards paid off. It would be so incredibly nice. I wouldn't mind just having a car & insurance payments every month. haha. I can't help but plan destination after destination. It just seems like its a goal i can achieve the more i look at it. The fact is i need to get a second job to balance out everything. Keeping god in my heart. But till than i will keep thinking about my destinations and we will just see what happens. I was thinking, Christmas in the philippines.. When buds was here i even started looking at beach houses in boracay we can rent out for couple of days as see that they've never been there either..lol That the fab 5 should go there and get out beauty rejuv right on the beach. Schedule conflict with work as well as with school will keep that from happening i bet unless we put a down payment like right now..lol

I like this artwork, very saucy. Another city i would love to explore in the future..Except as much as i love heels, the fact that it fits in this picture..I would not be wearing heels. It seems that wearing that has worn itself out. I would rather wear my chuck norris converse..haha
Comfort baby!

Yes! I still dream of Nihon! I already know the whole Flips hates the happun. Why am i reminded of that, urgh..Im just intrigued by the beauty of this country..The more i see pictures the more i yearn to go. I need to brush up on my japanese..This is the tori gates the one that was seen in the movie "Memoris of a Geisha", where sakuya was running through as a little girl..
I just can't wait till i go to these destinations..till than i'll just admire from afar

Black Friday

The biggest shopping day of the year, or so they say. I was finally given a lee way to go shopping. I don't have to be in at the hospital till 10. So here i am conjuring up a way. To go or not to go. But i must resist. Its just a fad, hahah.

i like this song.
The girls had a mini reunion this past weekend, minus jennifer and kim.
I missed them dearly. Theres nothing like the comforts of your girlfriends. I even copped a shot of the most hilarious moment of the night for me. I had gone to a coworkers "woman party". Goodies and all for intimacy. I had to share it with the girls of course. Than ms mai brings out her bob and boy the reaction from mary and michu was priceless. I think i'll remember that one for awhile. The girls being here was of course a stress reliever from the past few weeks i've had.

back to the song. the girls seem to be doing very well at the place they are at with their relationships. So i was given a very good insig ht on relationship by a very good friend of mine's father. He told us, don't go for guys who will sweet talk their way into our hearts and make them love them. Don't go for guys who are sly that feeds on that to boost their ego . At that moment it was a shocked into my heart. The last fella i fell head over here for is that clever man who is sly, that is sweet with he's words. Just knows what to do and say to get girls what he wants..but with time all wounds heal. All things are forgiven..

Closed off from loveI didn’t need the painOnce or twice was enoughAnd it was all in vainTime starts to passBefore you know it you’re frozenBut something happenedFor the very first time with youMy heart melts into the groundFound something trueAnd everyone’s looking roundThinking I’m going crazy

i have faith...

"Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom." -Psalm 90:12

If God puts you to it, no doubt He will get you through it. "Trust in the lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight" Proverbs 3: 5-6

I don't know how to convey anything on whats going on, and the doctor wonders why i have a high BP. I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. I need to keep my faith strong and trust god in this one. I have no ideawhy anyone would forgo for something like this all for the name of greed? Im convince is for that. Otherwise, why would anyone intentionally go after for money. I really don't get it. =(

destination NY and CT

Oh baby! I will see you soon..hahah. im so ecstatic. The last time i was here was 16 years ago. When i was a young lad. This .city has a very special significance to me. It was the state that my mommy was with my dad months before she went away. Anyway, 2 months and 3 weeks. i'll be going with a good friend of mine. Miss Hanna, we will have an adventure. Im pretty sure of it. My crazy fun hasn't been out in while. What better way to release it. Than in Nyc.

oh i love new york,new york!

No, not the woman from flava flave

The BIG APPLE!!!!

left shot: Manhattan,Ny--

These pictures wasn't captured by me, so by all means i am not taking credit. I found them on net. They are pretty shots. But i will be testing my skills as well...=)

change

its 5:50 on a tuesday morning, i've decided i needed to change my wabeno. After the morning appointment with the doc, who wouldn't want to change? I was able to stay on my diet before to accomplish of losing 10lbs. Why is it so hard now? Its the age, definitley. The saying that you hear from your elders when you were little..."im old". Now i see why. So, starting today im going to keep track of my intake.

breakfast
1/2 c. oats
1/2 c. skim milk
= 230 cal.

Lunch

1 serving of ramen noodles

=250 cal

Dinner

green beans
1 cup of mac n cheese

=600 cal

1030 cal for the day **


This will me my reminder on the progress i will be making. I need to eat my way into a healtier life anyway. Its really amazing the difference of organic food versus process foods that our society eats from restaurants like Mickey D's, Sonics....


Not bad for my first day, but my goodness
i was starving..haha

but i need to have faith that this is for the better of my health.
Im currently in the midst of getting my gym situated...its been a busy hectic week.