April Showers!

The weather has been beautimous the last couple of days. So i've purposley been staying home as much as i can take on weeks when i would generally be spending money on things i should not waste my money. So an old friend came in from cali. I was coherese to just go ahead and go out for the night, since i don't ever see him that often. Hanging out with the boys means getting everyone together that i use to hang out with. Along with my brother,he's girl,he's best friend and so forth. This would also mean that i would hang out with a close friends ex-factor,and baby's daddy. No problem. Im cool with these boys, i love em like a fat kid loves cake. They're just the type of boys that you hang out,play video games with and be entertain the whole time with their random acts of goofiness. So, currently being a broke-ass due to the econimic state of our country , and my sad financial state. I refuse to spend money, hence i only had $15 in my wallet. How pathetic, but thanks for my oh so loving brother and he's girl for paying my cover charge and generous donations of a few drinks. hahah. I also have to thank the free ultra beer that the venue was giving away to girls. Which i've never had, quite bearable except it got really warm way to fast. So I chit-chatted with my brothers and he's friends outside enjoying a very nice breeze on a spring night. The rest of the boys finally got there. They did their pre-ritual of drinking at the house. Which i wish i could of gone. The music started getting hype. The dance floor starting getting pretty pack and the dancing starts. In which the highlight of my night also begins. Out of no-where the friends ex-factor and whom im cool with grabs my hands and we start dancing. This isn't the second time this has happen. Its happened awhile back which i refuse in the close engagement than. Only because it was awkward. I was also thinking about my friend. What would she think if she knew. Right? How considerate of me. Only a good friend would do. So this time around that thought came across. But its been 3-4 years, my friend has moved on to a new beau. And im going to call this fella "Pogi" has been in turmoil for the past 3 years hung up on my friend i've seen him on occasions how terrible he looked. But Im seeing hes starting to loosen up, finally moving on. Anyway, I shook the guilty feeling and just went ahead and dance with him. I thought " hey, whats one song". Well that one song turned into 8,9,10..and i lost count. Dancing in such close distant with him. In whichi made sure my jacket was between us. I wanted to make sure i didn't feel anything else..So i was having fun. Took pictures that i didn't initiate. So it all finally ended. The morning after came i didn't really think to much of the night before. Than i saw the pictures of us. I must admit it wasn't pretty. I mean i was sweaty looking, he was the same. We both had puffy eyes. But besides all that the more i looked at our pictures the more im amuse. In fact, you can even call it a crush now. I mean i probably sound like im reading more into it. I have to remember that alcohol was a factor on hes part majorly. But i really did have fun. I just can't shake the smile off my face. Its been a very very long time since i've smiled like this. But if there was a possibility of anything to ever happen (which would be slim to none). When is it okay to go for an ex-factor. Mind you that you are good friends with the ex. When is it okay to smile innocently for this guy?

A new day!

How great has this new year been already!

Our nation has finally seen a new day with a new president.
Im a proud supporter of President Barack Obama. I can honestly say, that
I've never been so intrigued by any other prospect democrats besides him. I've only had the chance to vote twice since i've turned 18. It gives me hope that someday, a woman, or an asian descent can one day be in his position.

So i've had alot of bumps and slumps, since i've last blogged.
I have so much things i want to do and accomplish i don't see whats keeping me back from it. Except, my finances which i've finally have ballsed up today and chop them.
I feel free..haha. No, its the time to finally get ahold of this. Its rediculous.

Im moving out, as soon as the brothers get a house. Yes, im sharing a house with my brothers. I can't be happier with anyone besides these two. Maybe its the whole trust issues. I mean i've seen friendships ruined because of living situations.

I have 4 more classes till i get my associates, that may not mean much to some people. But it means alot to me. Im slowly accomplishing my collegiate success one step at a time.

Another weekend gone by..

My weekend was very eventfull. I haven't had this kind of busy weekend in a very long time. I opted to stay home on friday night,instead of going to happy hour. I knew that i will need my energy for the rest of the weekend. Saturday, i woke up and got ready for Komen Cure for the race. It was my first time to go into a benefit awareness marathon. Even though it was only a 5k race. Yes, i did the un-timed one too. Im nowhere near the shape i should be to run a timed race..lol But it was for a good cause, and im glad i did it. I was walking around just seeing all these teams wearing t-shirts supporting that person they came out for. Later, After i rested i really felt my old age. I joined a candle party with my co-workers. Than, i headed to my friend rachels house to play some hard core fooseball. I had a blast .
So, Sunday rolls around. I went to church, got home and got to cleaning my aycar..Wowsers im happy. Its so fresh and so cleaned.. I went to Ms. Mjs birthday dinner, very fun. Than joined the rest of the fam bam for some din din..Im sure this paragraph is full of fragments and run-on sentence. Which i don't really care hahah..

Well good night, this was my weekend. oh yeah i didn't get to do any studying or laundry. blahh...

Back from East Coastin

So my little time spent away to the east has come to an end. I loved most of my time spent there. Three states in 4 days, goodness. I love Greenwhich,CT. It was very quaint. It means alot to see one of my fave relative. Though the condo was tiny, i thought it was very cozy. I felt very at home, but having a good hostess has alot to do with it. I also got to see the rich of the rich. Seriously, it was kick ass. I love my aunts employers house. I love how the train was minutes away to take to the city.

Ny Destination

-Serendipty
-Pinkberry
-Tiffany's
...mission accomplished.



Something suprising,

-I touched Shakespeare..really!
-finally felt what it would be like if i had that "life"
-not into the hustle n bustle of the city.
-loved SOHO
- Strawberry flavored hookahs, tried it in georgetown..Quite nice.
VA,DC

-Harris Teeters
-strange cab drivers
-Adams Morgan..wowsers
- Ghana Cafe..haha
- Biggest Pizza slice i've ever seen.
-Getting lost in Alexandria, liked it.
-Georgetown,never get tired of it.
-Cafe Asia fun
-Chinatown is so clean, funny homeless people.

NEVER AGAIN..

-Chinatown Bus to NyC,rather pay amtrak fees or/airfare to get there.
But everyone must experience it..
-Subway isn't for any germophobes.

August Rain

Im blogging and i have 10 mins to do it.Lol!

So maybe i haven't accomplish much this summer. Its coming to an end. Im loving the rain since it's been triple digit degrees here. I've been worrying about my student loans. Hoping & praying it will pull through. Im ready to get my shit together and finish my education at Ou. Yes, i've opted to stay in the state. I figured i can't be picky considering im broke. So Dc will have to someday wait for my residency. But for now Boomer Sooner Bitches. I can't look back at the mistakes i've made during my younger years because I was a complete different person back than. Though, i do ask myself "If only i did this or did that", I wouldn't be in this predicament.
But to the contrary, im proud that i have a good work ethic even though its starting to wear on me. But who wouldn't? I never expected to be working 40/hr weeks out of high school when i should be joining Phi Delta Kappa. I have gotten to see what my future would be like if I choose to be a Doctor, a nurse, a rad-tech. In all honesty, it has been very scenic.

travels..

I do have a very wonderous mind! I always seem to have an ideal destination that i would like to visit. This time it is GREECE, don't me wrong i've always wanted to go there from reading all the gods & goddess during history in grade school to watching the movie sisters of traveling pants..its just beautigul and both incredibly rich in history!

Heres some pictures. I would like to visit. If you have any suggestions of where to go or distinctive places to see, feel free to place your input :)!

Forum Romanum


Colosseum


Capitoline Museum


Trevi Fountain!


Vatican City


St. Peter's Basilica



Michelangelo's stunning ceiling @ Sistine Chapel!


Sorrento


the ancient streets of Pompeii the volcano collapsed higher roof-lines and buried Pompeii under many meters of ash and pumice, and it was lost for nearly 1700 years before its accidental rediscovery in 1748!



Delphi, Greece on the slopes of Mount Parnassus


Athens, Greece!





Until then.....time to work and save save save! lol

its july..

Wow, time sure does fly. Summer is half way over and i have not done anything utterly completeley amazing. All work,no play. My fourth of july was spent catching up on sleep. All i can say it was sure hot as hell out today. I was outside for 45 mins and i turned into a peanut from my off white..YaY..im sure half day out should do the trick to turn into a sexy brown..my natural color..lol.

My summer consisted of so far..
-black and red party that almost made me go back to swoon him..
-getting braces
-contemplate about med school
-los cabos,mexico in december
-student loan
-pos 2nd job again?
-drive out of tulsa with good company and good music..

i need to get drunk, well i want to. I want to free my mind..=)

This is it for now..