travels..

I do have a very wonderous mind! I always seem to have an ideal destination that i would like to visit. This time it is GREECE, don't me wrong i've always wanted to go there from reading all the gods & goddess during history in grade school to watching the movie sisters of traveling pants..its just beautigul and both incredibly rich in history!

Heres some pictures. I would like to visit. If you have any suggestions of where to go or distinctive places to see, feel free to place your input :)!

Forum Romanum


Colosseum


Capitoline Museum


Trevi Fountain!


Vatican City


St. Peter's Basilica



Michelangelo's stunning ceiling @ Sistine Chapel!


Sorrento


the ancient streets of Pompeii the volcano collapsed higher roof-lines and buried Pompeii under many meters of ash and pumice, and it was lost for nearly 1700 years before its accidental rediscovery in 1748!



Delphi, Greece on the slopes of Mount Parnassus


Athens, Greece!





Until then.....time to work and save save save! lol

its july..

Wow, time sure does fly. Summer is half way over and i have not done anything utterly completeley amazing. All work,no play. My fourth of july was spent catching up on sleep. All i can say it was sure hot as hell out today. I was outside for 45 mins and i turned into a peanut from my off white..YaY..im sure half day out should do the trick to turn into a sexy brown..my natural color..lol.

My summer consisted of so far..
-black and red party that almost made me go back to swoon him..
-getting braces
-contemplate about med school
-los cabos,mexico in december
-student loan
-pos 2nd job again?
-drive out of tulsa with good company and good music..

i need to get drunk, well i want to. I want to free my mind..=)

This is it for now..

fate - the will or principle or determining cause by which things in general are believed to come to be as they are or events to happen as they do.


So im all about living life to the fullest these days. Despite that i work 7 days a week, i thought i would get off the horse and just finally live life. Thus, what have i gotten out of this? Catching up on movies, spending money, and most of all enjoying the accompaniement of good friends. Last night, I went to this local annual thing called "Mayfest". Its for arts/musical lovers. Oh i didn't think i would have so much fun. But i did. Im sucker for paintings. I missed out on this for years. Now that i have seen it. It goes to show that tulsa has some hidden things that only a person would explore and end up enjoying it. Of course i really wanted to buy some paintings but due to the financial matter. There was no way i could afford it. i did see some that i wanted. I did have a chance to talk to a couple of artist, which i did fall in love with there work. They're both locals, how exciting is that! This artist, hes name is Ty Kelly is based in okc. Which is great because its only a couple hours away. He does these grid works on canvas for commision. I love how each block tells a story. He's other works are pretty cool to, sees how uses hes coast to coast travel for inspiration. I just love how the colors he uses in hes work is very loud. Heres a couple of samples. credits tykelly.com.




the first picture is called "star light volare", and the second is labeled as "Five",(hence see the number)

*buds, cute,sexy? what? buy or not buy

its wednesday, half way through the week. 5 more days left till im done with my 2nd job. I regret to say, i should of left when i had planned. I feel more miserable there. I am way to burnt out. I need to recoop. I think i can make it if i make myself. But with the negativity brewing up. I can see the effects it has on my other job. Im looking forward to the vacation i have. Which i shouldn't look at since its still far off. I need to focus on the things thats more important. So many things are happening in which i can't really convey into words. But maybe this is what they call "mid quarter life's crisis". Yet, im not 25 years of age yet. I think im bored, and in need to find something to keep me busy. Keep my brain stimulated, and goal oriented. Theres so many things i need to accomplish. Why can't i achieve the once i need to achieve? mMm, somethings have to got to change soon because i don't think i can keep going the way i do. One moment im gun-ho about it, then next im not even trying..eeeh. Its so much easier being a kid. Yup i said it!

im hiding out. im in dire need to have zen in my life,mind and body.
New york trip is canceled for the summer. I need to stay focus and save. Something to work towards to Viva la Pari..Yeah seriously. Party life is not what i may want right now. But i want to go on a path that i will feel fufilled and complete. I need to find my muse..=)

relieved

My dad is okay, he will be okay. Yesterday was just a coicindence, i had a flash of him being where he was and bam he was there. All sorts of emo came rushing in. Im just glad it wasn't the thing they think it is. But i won't rest assured till i see the test results. Why does it take a scare to realize things in life. I should know time and time again. Life is to short..


June:
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Nyc-possibly?
Ct-possibly?
Albany-possibly?
Classes resume
no more 2nd job..


i love my family..